regulettes:

don’t let me end up giving you a judgement.

i deceive you, and i deceive me when i said i’m gonna forgetting this without further explanation.

darned.

© Karin. click on the picture to see it on dA.

Reblogging old works because i can. Or because i miss doing a dyptich, that is.

sekarang hentikan segala tanda minus itu, bakar dirimu bersama yang lalu.  lari dan benamkan muka penuh duka, jauhi cibiran laku yang pernah luka; yang tidak terlupa, tidak akan ganti merupa.

tapi aku tidak akan lupa ketika mata berganti rupa dari penuh makna menjadi hilang tanpa raga. 

Nothing much, but i’ve finally changed my tumblr layout after about 3 years. It’s terrible how ignorance and heavy laziness could put your tumblog into such lame old themes. But now i love my fixed sidebar eventhough some parts still confusing me. 

Anyway how’re you guys been doing? As for me, am gonna queueing down some doodles and collage series and (perchance of) whatnots. See ya when i see ya! :*

i don’t need you to tell me that things aren’t okay. i can see it myself, thank you, and i don’t need you to worsen my bad feelings. i hate the way you describe the ugly possibilities that might appear, while i haven’t done with my own fear. this is why sometimes i hate people the best.

Ok. PC rants, to be exact.

So i have my pc Windows 7 temporarily-installed, and not satisfy with it.

It doesn’t recognized my audio speaker [apparently it’s about the audio driver on my pc’s soundcard-whatsoever-i’m on my way solving it :|].

It doesn’t recognized some partition on my internal harddisk because it’s on different extension.

I’ve tried several times downloading several basic softwares [a.k.a. YM, Firefox and Chrome—yes it’s basic for me], but it wouldn’t installed. It said ‘error launching installer’. F.

And eventough i’ve installed Flash Player, the browser still asks for it. Where did i go wrong?

Other than that, THIS FRICKIN INTERNET CONNECTION DOESN’T ALLOW ME TO SEARCH THE ANSWER AS FAST AS I COULD.

…and now i end up urgently doing chat on meebo on IE-for the sake of my college task- which pisses me out, because on IE suddenly i can’t type properly. I don’t know what happen but the alphabets appear slower than it used to be. :|

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I miss my hackintosh.

I just have to write this somewhere. Rants, anyway.

Will you guys insult me if i let you know that i really don’t mind with these LGBT issues?

Well, i can see that the vast majority of my friends are opposing this issue. As for me, i don’t mind, and i even feel like showing some supports to them.

I’ve end up debating ‘an LGBT is right or wrong’ so long ago because i and the person i debated with don’t step on the same ground. One said that it’s about the sincere feeling and emotion; something you couldn’t physically feel. The other one said that it’s against the nature, against the religion, blahblahblahblah. Nah. Stop that. I support them. That is it. Period. You don’t have to agree with me, but you have no rights to mock with that either way.

Recently this is on the spotlight as `big bad matters` especially on this city where i live, but i personally see this as useless and rude action from people idiots who using religion to cover up their egoistical personal intentions to…simply destroy everything that comes up their way. Screw them. Really. 

And this is a very, very personal thing. I agreed with the thoughts that said your preferences of EVERYTHING  is your rights — your very human rights that nobody could or may interfere on. People shouldn’t harrassing someone because of their personal preferences are different.

Really, don’t mind this. I only feel like saying something regarding these matter, because of some certain actions done by certain people has annoy me. These includes some harsh comments i found on social networking sites as well. This sadenned me a bit, how people can be far harsher if it comes to something they disgust — eventhough they don’t completely understand the whole matter.

SO MOMMA HAS THIS TROUBLESOME PC WHO KEEPS ON FREEZING UP OR TURNED OFF CONSTANTLY WHEN SHE’S USING IT. WHEN I ASKED TO MY FRIEND WHO APPARENTLY KNOWS COMPUTER BETTER THAN ME, HE SAID THAT IT POSSIBLY AN OPERATING SYSTEM PROBLEM. HE COULD’VE HELPED ME REPAIRING THE PC BUT HE DOESN’T HAVE THE INSTALLER, SO I HAVE TO BOUGHT IT FIRST. WHEN I GOT THE INSTALLER, APPARENTLY MY MOM’S DVD-ROM DOESN’T WORK, SO I NEED TO USE MINE. WHEN I INSERTED THE INSTALLER, IT DOESN’T SHOWN THE STEPS IT SHOULD’VE SHOWN. THEN IT HAPPENNED TO BE THE INSTALLER WAS BROKEN. HAH. THEN I ASKED THE OTHER FRIEND WHO HAD THE INSTALLER TO LENT IT TO ME. I THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA BE THE SOLUTION OF THAT PC, BUT I WAS WRONG. THE INSTALLER WAS READABLE, AND I WAS ABOUT GOING TO MAKE IT TO THE FORMATTING PART [NOT TO MENTION THE INSTALLER IS JAPANESE EDITION, THOUGH], BUT IT KEPT ON STOPPING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE PROGRESS.

…APPARENTLY THAT INSTALLER, IS BROKEN. AS WELL. OH WELL.

we have to share feelings that actually never meant to share, words that swallowed down before we tried to push ahead, and tears that actually meant for ourselves, soon.

we have to pull those shy desires to cuddling up whilst we could, expressing our longings without being ashamed, pats on the head we’ve trying to do when we’re together, soon.

we have to share all of those spontaneous attempt while we’re trying to be closer, soon.

we have to be more generous of sharing hugs and honesty and sincere words, soon.

we have to be less pretentious, less deceiving, less hiding, soon.

we have to lessen up all of those negativities, all of those pessimistic deeds, all of those bad signs, soon.

we.

we.

we have to meet.

soon.

please?

It’s my college holiday period already. But September is coming right away and it means my internship period is soon to come as well. Aaaand it means i still got shitload things to do while i’m looking for internship places along the way. Meanwhile, i’m gonna do some to-do-list while i could.

• Doing some tumblr-pimps, perhaps. This means i’ve gotta go looking some css theme on Theme Garden > adjusted the css codes > check if my earlier css fit the new one > and don’t forget to backup my old css theme.

• Fixing up my dA page’s navigation, or maybe my page on dA Portofolio. Right right right.

• A portofolio, literally—not the online version—to be printed out and send to some offices out there. Includes my CV and resumé, of course.

• Some projects to come, some projects are ongoing phase. 

• Personal attempt to do collaging & drawings more more and more.

• And personal desire to travel. I wonder when this can be realized.

Awright. And some other tidbits i might missing. Wish me luck, will you? *collapse*

fuckyouverymuch:

We know you will disagree but we find it terrible boring watching soccer.

(via theextraordinaire)

True. Who’ll go wif us?